Time to admit defeat
There have been a few things playing on my mind of late. If you've been listening to the podcast, then you'll have spotted that the last few episodes have been, well, a little mournful to be honest. There are issues I'm struggling with, and truths about myself that I'm not sure how to articulate. But really, it comes down to the fact that I'm unhappy.
I think we're all smart enough to know why that is. The past few months have shown that I have neither the talent, nor the application to make it as a writer. So why fight it?
This will be my final entry on this site. This isn't what I want to do with my life. Since I was 16 I've only ever had one true passion, only one thing has made me happy.
I've always loved dancing, and would take every opportunity to practice my plié, my arabesque, my jeté. I have to try now, before I get too old and the chance passes me by. I have applied to the Vaganova Ballet Academy, and will be leaving for St Petersburg in a few months.
You can keep up to date on my new site, Paul's Pirouette.
I think we're all smart enough to know why that is. The past few months have shown that I have neither the talent, nor the application to make it as a writer. So why fight it?
This will be my final entry on this site. This isn't what I want to do with my life. Since I was 16 I've only ever had one true passion, only one thing has made me happy.
I've always loved dancing, and would take every opportunity to practice my plié, my arabesque, my jeté. I have to try now, before I get too old and the chance passes me by. I have applied to the Vaganova Ballet Academy, and will be leaving for St Petersburg in a few months.
You can keep up to date on my new site, Paul's Pirouette.
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